1 - BOYFRIEND: dumped the one i loved (but that cheated on me) for another one (loved him too, but not as i used to love the other one....and i cheated on this one really a lot) and then for another one (and i fucking love him, shit) who
2 - WORK: i've been fired, because i've been really bitchy....mhuahahah!!!! now i have another job, 5 minutes walking from my place... i don't really like it, but the guys are quite fine and i need money to move out...
3 - FAMILY: living alone really help me out in this.... but i'm looking forward to move to Australia as soon as possible..... yeah Down There i'm coming!!!!!!!
4 - PETS: i have a really lovely lovely dog, called Leila.... she's so sweet and she actually saved my life from depression last year!!!!
5 - ED: well the only thing that actually didn't change...... i'm still struggling with Anorexia and Bulimia (yeah i won that one too..... every 5 years of Ana you get Mia free =.='' ) but i'm always fat as hell........
i think this's everything.....well the important things.......
so today i was 115,5 lbs (and i wanted to die), i ate 350 cals till dinner time, than i ate 700 cals.......
HELL YEAH I PUKED EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!
than hot shower, lax (lots of guttalax) and chamomille tea.....
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